Note: This is my first fanmix. Usually everytime I start writing, I settle down and create a playlist of songs that inspire/remind me of what/who I am writing. While writing a new fic I am currently working on called Narcolepsy I created a playlist lables simply Dean/Castiel as they are the main focus of the story. After witnessing several other writers share their own playlists, I decided to split my playlist into 4 different fanmixes, two of which have been posted online since. This is the first.

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THE ONLY THING I HAVE (THE SIGN) by Ace Enders & a Million Different People
i'm looking in the mirror at
the man who told me i wasn't right
the only thing i have
is a lonely will to fight

DIRTY AND LEFT OUT by The Almost
i've been dirtier
than you wanna know
i've left earlier
than you'll ever know

LOVELESS by Divisions of Laura Lee
i see the godless people
and those who still believe
i don't know my way
i guess i'm free

HERE'S YOUR LETTER by Blink 182
lose myself in your eyes
choke my voice say goodnight
as the world falls apart
fuck i can't let this kill me, let go
i need some more time to fix this

THE KILL by 30 Seconds to Mars
what if i wanted to break
laugh it all off in your face
what would you do?

ALL EYES ON ME by Goo Goo Dolls
but your eyes look away
it's so hard to be someone
strung out from today
and all that you knew slips away

LETTERS TO GOD by Boxcar Racer
i should have asked
i could've helped
at least a fucking thousand times before
will this offer get me in
or does this prove that they gave more

THE ONE THAT YOU HATED by The Early November
is it my fault?
if it was planned than yes, it was
well then because of me (don't talk)
your selfishness ruins everything
well if every moment always counts for something
than we've lost this running around
and all these settings
never change for better

MOTORCYCLE DRIVE BY by Third Eye Blind
you smile and say the world it doesn't fit with you
i don't believe you, you're so serene
careening through the universe
your axis on a tilt
you're guiltless and free
i hope you take a piece of me with you

THE INVESTIGATION by Sugarcult
this could be perfect
it could be worth it
this could be perfect
if i wasn't worthless

HEAVEN by Angels & Airwaves
the lights and sounds
oh god this is such a mess
and it's like our world
but we're the last ones left

ARCH DRIVE GOODBYE by Eve6
wanna keep you from breakin'
wanna keep you from shakin'
wanna keep you from keepin' you down

THE PLACES YOU HAVE COME TO FEAR THE MOST by Dashboard Confessional
buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
and covered with a perfect shell
such a charming, beautiful exterior
laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
but you're barely scraping by